Hello everyone,.. It looks like I didn't visit here last night, I don't remember feeling tired but I know it was a full day, and I went to bed early..Hmm Did I write about getting my loves ashes yesterday,... I sure didn't want to cremate her but when she came into my life her family had her convinced that was the way to do it, she had changed her mind for me < always did everything for me > so maybe this is fitting, I did something SHE origionally wanted.I was in the room with the box today cleaning up a little and I find myself talking to my little girl.. I dont know if Im going crazy or what, but i feel she hears me I feel where ever she is now she is comfortable and feeling better but misses me awfuly bad.Work sent me out to another city today I even got lost coming home for a bit. I had to put together this neat display but needed help lifting the heavy plazma television, work thought I out to be able to do it myself, but I was not going to do it without help, this was atleast a 20inch Plazma tv with a computer built in with a wireless card, i didn't want to take a chance and smash it. well, I guess if i had hurt myself I would of had time off of work that part might of been good.Im to go back in less then 2 hours to work again, got to count a store, a Ross tonight, it wont be fun exactly but it's in town and ive done it before, so should be able to get through it again.work is busy right now, it's a good and bad thing,, bad cause my anger brews, and I hate doing it, and feel I need time away,.. but good cause i desporatly need to pay bills.Well, I must leave here now,... thanks for the support and friendship,and the hugs,.. Hugs are special,... that's all I wanted to do with carole, hug and never have to let go...Michael
Replies
I want to tell you that it is okay to talk to your little girl.I always found comfort in thinking my Geno was watching over me and our kids.I even feel like he is the one who picked my second husband because I wasn\'t doing so well in that department myself.I don\'t know how spiritual you are but it really helps in thinking she is in Heaven and she is okay now.
Nothing wrong at all with talking to her. I talk to my daughter alot, even when I am in the car. I feel as though she still hears me. It is comforting to do this.