I have had been sick for the last ten days but today i feel like i might live on an up note I lost 15lbs so now I can fit into smaller jeans my husbands condition not improving he is getting weaker and in more  pain. He had an appointment with his oncologist a week ago and they moved his MRI up to find out what is going on the doctor is worried about the new symptoms I sure hope his tumour is not growing again. The long term care is finally getting to work on the paperwork to send my son for rehabilitation  I Thank God everyday that he is showing signs of improvement. I know he will never be as before but I just want him home living some form of life again. It is terrible to think in just seconds I lost my strong healthy son who always said to me "everything will be all right" to some one who couldn't even communicate with us to let us know he is still there. Thank God at least he can communicate now. That's all for now I hope things are looking up for everyone reading this God Bless