...I'm feeling so empty and I am sick of feeling the way I do all the time. Life really holds no interest for me, I find I am stuck in this world that feels more like a prison than anything. I don't feel like I belong. Every day I find myself so upset and not able to think of anything positive I can't seem to think of anything that really makes me want to be here anymore. I try so hard to think of things to make myself fel like there is light at the end of the tunnel but most of the time I know I'm only fooling myself. I feel so empty...