Life

I know I don't get on here much as I feel the support on here is not what i thought it would be. Yes, I do come and check on here once in a while. to find nothing. 
Living with HIV for almost 7 years now. Yes, I have learned to live and cope with it but am so tired of still being alone. I can't find someone that is not poz and when i do find someone that is Poz lets just say they also judge me. 
I am so loving and caring, I would give my shirt off my back to anyone. I feel like I have forgot what life is all about. Thanks to my kids I am not sure where i would be right now!!!
For my health, my HIV is very under-controlled I never even miss a pill, it if did my 21 year old would make sure I did take it. I have 2 bad knees now that when I was a nursing asst. it tore up my knees and now I need 2 knee replacements witch I can not get because I  don't have the time to take off work, yes, I still work full time. I do not let my HIV take over my life. How I would love to exercise but can;t even walk long enough to do it.
I do love my life but so still feel lost because I want a man to full fill me. 
That is enough for now. back to facebook I go!!!!