Hi all, I know that it has been a while sence I wrote last. I would just like to say that I'm still here and will write soon. I have been doing pretty good but I'm starting to crumble.  I'm not sure where to start and need my D/S friends again, I know once you start writing joural don't stop because then the support you had stops also. I will try and write this weekend after I'm done with work. I hope everyone is doing well Love Mary