What a quite weekend it has been, but for Friday night it was good until I went to bed. The guy that I have been cuddling with did come over. It was all good until the condom went on I think he was upset because it did not work for him. So we did not do it. So of course I stated to cry thinking it was me and my HIV. I think I will just continue to find someone with HIV. I believe that it might be better. I did tell this guy I don’t think we should see each other any more but then I was thinking about him all weekend long. So I don’t know what I will do.   Saturday I sat home and watched 4 movies that I had rented they were pretty good. I got to sleep in all weekend.  So about work Thursday and Friday last week I might say was about the best days in all long time, my boss did not bitch once. I know I will have a nice week this week, my boss will be out town and it will be nice. So I should not have any stress for this week.  Tuesday I have to sit with my son for three hours in a drug class that he has to do, when he got caught back in October of last year. I can say He has been a pretty good kid lately and I know that he has not smoked any pot in months I am proud of him for that. I also can trust him again….Lets just hope I’m not chewing my words here.  I hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend.Love ya all Mary