Hello my D/S friends,

I was just on my off to bed when I thought I would write a journal.

Well, since I went back to work last Wednesday I just have not been happy there. My boss and other people are just pissing me off. I was gone for like almost two weeks crap happens at work then I get yelled at for it, I don’t think it is fare.

Just getting up to go to work, it is like why? Walking in the door to work is like why? I don’t want to. Seeing my boss is making me sick and listening to her and being her salve makes me sicker.

I think I might just start looking for something different, not sure what guess I will find it when I see it. I have been at my work place for a total of 11years. This would just be a waste.

Other then that, I had a pretty good weekend,

 I did end up having that guy over again who I cuddle with a couple of weeks ago and no I did have sex. (Thanks to Mother Nature). I have never been scared to have sex before like I do now. It was nice to hold & kiss someone again. I tell you HIV does make you feel and do thing differently.

That reminds me my HIV doctor never called me with my Viral Load Numbers today. My CD4 was up in the 800 and when I went to find that out my Viral Loads # where not in. I guess I will have to call again tomorrow.

On Saturday I took my son to the science museum he wanted to go and see the Pompeii exhibit, also we saw this short film on something about Greece. Sorry can’t remember. I tell you though it was in the Omni Theater; I thought I was going to get sick it made me very dizzy. Will never go to a Omni Theater again………..lol

Sunday I could not stay awake I think I was up a total of 4 hour. I just slept and slept. And then when I went to bed I slept 10 more hours. I never sleep this much. It is kind of scary.

Well off to bed I hope everyone has a great night sleep, I going to see if I can sleep.

Mary