Good evening to all my D/S friends, I hope everyone is having a great weekend. 
I’m taking some of my friend’s advice and still going to write in my journals I feel that they help me to feel better.
I’m still off work until Wednesday I’m feeling a lot better the anxiety is much better and the depression is also better.
For my knee I can not take the pain any more I can’t even walk, so I think on Monday I’m going to call my surgeon and see if there is a different doctor, I hate to do that because the one that has done surgery on both of my knees before is very good and good looking to…lol. I do know that there is other good surgeon, so I need to get in earlier or I will have to wait until the end of September. I think my knee will fall off before that………lol.
Some one please tell me something now that my daughter is married, why am I buying her laundry soap and giving her 2 bags of food? I must me just a love mother. 
Well I had the straight to clean house and went to buy household thing we needed. I felt that it was a lot for me. Now I need the straight to do the laundry and go grocery shopping. I never had this problem before to make my self do these things.
At list I’m getting it done and feeling better.
Well I’m going to lie on the couch again and relax and watch some tube, I love you all my D/S Friends.
Mary
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Glad you are still writing. I\'m still reading - although I\'m a bit behind LOL. I really hope your knee situation gets figured out, I know it\'s painful. Don\'t let it fall off LOL. As to your Q about your daughter, I think we all \"do things\" for our kids, no matter the age or their marital status. It\'s what makes us moms :)
Good job to getting the household chores done. I\'m not sure why, but it\'s really been very hard to motivate myself to clean my own house in the last several months. Once I do accomplish something though it feels pretty good, so I guess after my relatives leave, I\'ll try to dive in on a project a day... like I did a few years ago. It seemed to work and didn\'t seem too overwhelming.
Love you too Mary! :) xxoo