Ok, so today I’m in so much pain in my knee it hurts so bad to walk. The last cortisone shot I had about 2 weeks ago, that lasted for 1 day. I do have that appointment with my knee surgeon but it is not till the end of September, he has done 2 other surgeries on this knee and 1 on my left knee, plus I don’t know if I could even have surgery because of my CD4 or Virile load are not good. I will found out Tuesday on that (boy how 3 months goes by fast).
Other then the knee I think I have been doing well.
About my last journal, I was thinking about it yes, it was nice to have someone next to me in bed and could do the touchy felly thing, but I think I would rather be with a HIV + person then a HIV- person. Just in case something happens I don’t want it on my shoulders if that person became HIV+, so back at looking for this person.
Well, I thing I will turn on the tube and just relax, it has been so nice to have my house to my self this weekend my son has been gone, it has been so peaceful weekend. However I miss him so much and love him even more.
I hope everyone had a great weekend and is doing well. Love all my friends on D/S
Mary
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I hope they can take care of you knee regardless of your numbers, it sucks to be in such pain. I always ended up with the hiv- men, even after searching hi and low for a positive partner. Now after eight years and the low risk of him contracting it from me with safer sex, i am so glad I have someone who will love me til death do us part. I say don\'t worry so much you need loving support, if you find someone don\'t let the hiv stop the romance! It has taken enough from us already.