Wow it has been awhile since I wrote.

I guess I have been doing ok, working a lot and doing some studying for my next test that I have to pass.

My daughter wedding plans are going good, and I’m going broke because I get to pay about $5,000.00, that I was not planning on. But what are mothers for. Four weeks from this Saturday she will be married.

I guess after the wedding I will tear up my credit cards and pay them off.

My oldest son did end up back in the work house; get this he is to be in my daughters wedding. Well he gets out at midnight and the wedding is in 13 hours after that. I guess you could say he just made it.

I don’t even have a dress yet, and I guess I don’t have a date either. You see that guy I was taking to in Virginia well he was all talk. I just realized that there is no man for me out there. I guess that is ok but not really.

I was invited to a sex party this month I think I will be going. I guess they have toys there I just might have to buy one. HEHEHE.

For my youngest son, School is just about out for the year 2 days to go. Then I can worry about what he is doing when I’m at work.

I have been sick the past week I think it has to do with Mother Nature. My doctors say I need to get a pap every year now instead of every 3. I guess having HIV messes a lot of thing up. I’m better now.

My knees have been killing me, I have had surgery on both of them twice and today I could not even walk. I think I am falling apart.

Mentally still hanging in there for now, well that is enough for now, it is 8pm my son just came home and asked what’s for dinner. I guess I better feed him.

I hope anyone is doing well.

Take Care, Mary