Ok, so here I go again, I went to bed about 9:45pm, I took something for the nasea i'm having, that should make me tired(NO). So then I took 1/2 of a ambein think that is working (NO). all I do is think & think & think. Turn & Turn & Turn. My insomnia has been so bad latly, that I can not function the next day. By the time I have to get up for work, I want to sleep. Lord please let me sleep, I need it. I just thought I would vent, so I did. Now I'm going to try and sleep again. Wish me luck. It is 11:45pm
Nite. Mary
So now that I had no sleep again, I guess I'm going to head off to work, I'm so damn tired, it will be a long day.
Also I'm going to head off in the shower and watch my hair fall out some more.
I hope every one has a wonder Valentines day
Nite. Mary
So now that I had no sleep again, I guess I'm going to head off to work, I'm so damn tired, it will be a long day.
Also I'm going to head off in the shower and watch my hair fall out some more.
I hope every one has a wonder Valentines day
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Mary, I hope you\'re having a good day today, sleepless night notwithstanding. I only got a few hours of shut eye last night myself, but I was even grateful for that. :-) I just wanted to make a suggestion. Did you ever hear of Calm u nat? GNC sells it and I was referred to it by mschif. I\'m not sure if you correspond with her, but she\'s one of the people in our community. Anyway, I will try anything if it sounds like it might help me to relax & stop thinking. And it\'s all natural so I have no fear of getting addicted to it.
Anway, I really feel for you having to get up and go to your job. At this point, I\'m looking at another 1 1/2 months of no work. In a way, I like it because I really was never crazy about my job. But in another way it takes much ingenuity to fill the time without succumbing to the \'poor me\' syndrome which I am quite skilled at. :-)
Another friend of mine suggested I try getting into Yoga. So I bought a dvd yesterday and I\'m going to look into that.
Anyway, have an X-cellent day! And try not to worry so much about your hair falling out. I know I can be vain with the best of them, but at the very least you can wear a wig without it looking completely ridiculous. I\'m a guy so if my hair ever starts falling out (not that I have a ton to begin with) I have to make do. I suppose I could also wear a wig, but I think I\'d look just a tad ridiculous in one. lol!!!!
Anyway, I hope I cheered you up a bit.
Have an X-cellent day!