I had a great day today, the man that I believe gave me HIV got tested today, he finally let me take him to get tested. It has been months trying to get him to go. The past to weeks he said he would go, we was talking off and on, so that made me believe him. When he told me that he would call me last night and did not I was really upset, did not get any sleep, so then this morning I called him and there was no answer. I thought ok he went to work, I fell back to sleep, then came this phone call it was him. He told me he was ready any time I was, so I got into the shower and off to his house I went. I took him down town, they took his blood now comes the wait, I have been waiting for. I will be taking him back there when the results come in. He said I know you will, because you are the first that wants to know. He really doesn't want to know but, I beleive deep down his does, plus I think he is getting tierd of my yelling and threatening him.
Now the thing that is going though my mind is, what if the blood test comes back negative then what. I was never with someone else, I don't do drug / needles, nor was contacted with someone elses blood. Why do I fell that it will come back negative? Then what do I do?
I guess I just have to take it one day at a time until we find out. I think I will know hopfully next week. Please wish me luck. Mary