Ok, now that we know how I found out. This is about who gave it to me. October 28th of 99, I had met this man who I thought was my mister right. I met him on AOL we were together for 7 years, engaged for 4 years of that. He was married before and had a son. This man had the house a good job, never cheated on me, was the most honest person you could have. But he was not good to my kids, after he hurt my son and left marks on him, I moved out 2 weeks later on October 1st. 2005. So when I move out on my own again with my 13 year old at the time, I moved in an apartment. I met this 26 year old black man. I was so infatuated with him. He had the good looks a nice body and he was looking out for me and my son, so know one would hurts us, because we was on the 1st floor. To top it off he lived right next to me like I am in Apt. # 107 he was in 109, if I looked out my son bed room window, I could see into his. So back in April we got together and had some beers, we talked a lot, and then ended up on the couch with him. After that we were seeing each other once a week of course we were always drinking. Yes, he did tell me he was cleaned, I believed him; because he told me that he has not been with anyone for like 4 years. I know, how could I believe him, but it was true his friends would always tease him about it. What was really funny was that every time we were in bed he would bring up being safe. I never thought about that until after I had HIV. So the last time we had sex was the end of September, two weeks before he move out. Two weeks after that was when I got sick. I know this is the person that gave it to me, because I had not slept with anyone else. Plus when they had my results back, they had told me that I had so much of the HIV in me that I had just recently been exposed. Out of the last eight years, I was only with 2 men. And my ex is cleaned. I noticed something everything had been happening in October. Well, this is it for tonight I will write again. Love Mary