Ok, Im ready to start again. Lets see. I know I dont remember every part of my life when I was younger, but Im fine with that. As the years went on, the party and the drugs were with me. I never did forget that I was a mother. They always had a nice home, nice cloths, 3 meals a day & a mother that loved them. When my two oldest children were about 7 & 9, I had a nervous break down. I could not handle my children I was going crazy and no I did not hurt them, I put them in shelter for 72 hour so that I could get my self together. The break down was because of all the things my father had done to me. I ended up calling him before the breakdown. I confronted him of course I new what he was going to say I never did that. Of course we fought, and I broke down. All I want from him was to say he was sorry and I love you. Because, he had never told those things to me. To this day he never said those two things.
After writing what I have written so far, I happy in my Journal I think I can move on, I need know more to say about my past. If I do then I will write about it agin.
After writing what I have written so far, I happy in my Journal I think I can move on, I need know more to say about my past. If I do then I will write about it agin.
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Your journal is magnificent and I believe it will help many others whether they tell you or not. The nice thing about the past is that it is just that and we can focus on the now. That gives us strength and energy by living today and not yesterday. I do wish you well in your endeavours with church and other people that will enhance you and raise you up as you you do likewise. You are in my thoughts.
Your journal is magnificent and I believe it will help many others whether they tell you or not. The nice thing about the past is that it is just that and we can focus on the now. That gives us strength and energy by living today and not yesterday. I do wish you well in your endeavours with church and other people that will enhance you and raise you up as you you do likewise. You are in my thoughts.
Well, what do you think should I keep on with a jouranl from my past working it forward to the present?
i hope you keep writing, i feel that sometimes it helps to put it on paper.maybe it will ease some of the pain
I would keep writing as words are a fantastic therapy. The best way to free yourself of harmful emotions and what not is to put them down on paper as opposed to taking them out on someone. Your journal is coming along great. As long as it is helping you than all is right in the world.