Thank God for Al anon.  I am now attending two groups a week.  Little by little I am starting to understand and see what I must do to keep myself grounded.  Right now I am struggling a bit because my son may be doing much better, as far as usage, but I know he's still having a difficult time fighting this monkey on his back.  It is evident in school.  I was told he isn't engaging and getting his work finished.  I have to remember that I am powerless against this addiction and  I must realize I cannot fix his school problem.  No one can unless he asks for help.  He has support be he must be open to receive it.   Oh......on another note.  A week ago Friday night when I played soccer,  I found myself (playing defense) smack between a line drive shot and the goal.  Needless to say, I got the wind knocked out of me!  Here it's been a week........and I still have the ball mark (hexagon shape) on my stomach!  I guess I got it pretty good!  Tonight.....perhaps I might not play defense!