I think I slept maybe two hours last night and I don't know why.  I know that sounds silly, considering what T's been doing lately, but it wasn't like I was feeling anxious or anything.  I am exhausted.  Hopefully, I will be able to rest later. The spoon I found in the basement was very small.  It sat by some of T's lighters.  I don't know if he did anything with it or not but....there is a tiny, tiny spot of white on the bottom of the spoon.  It doesn't looked like it was lit....no burn marks.  I am thinking but I am not positive of bringing it to the police to find out for sure.  It that means another arrest....than forget it.  It will only delay the court hearings.  We need action and eveytime he had another arrest ...it just pushed back the process.  I am too tired to think right now.....