I am so blessed. I decided to focus more on the positive aspects in life and know that no matter what I do to try and control outcomes, I have no power. I am also going to try and loosen up a bit, and not worry like I've been making a habit of doing. I had a nice long talk with my husband and it was very therapeutic. I told him that I've been worrying too much about our children (which isn't healthy...need a balance)so I need to find a project of some sort. He suggested that he be the "project", that I focus more on him. A great idea!