I'm Back

As some of you might have figured out, I had intended to commit suicide.  A friend got in the way.  I emailed my best friend to say goodbye thinking by the time he read it I'd be dead.  An hour after I sent it, there was a knock at my door and 3 policemen with their cars.  They asked to step outside,,,if I was having problems,,and had I sent that email.  After admitting I had threatened suicide, they said I had to come them.  They took me to MHMR, Mental Health, Mental Retardation, where I was evaluated.  The people at MHMR said I would have to stay overnight for another evaluation.  That changed late Tuesday afternoon and I was sent to the state mental hospital in Austin.  I spent yesterday getting all kinds of tests and after talking with a psychiatrist we decided the trigger of my thoughts and they were the same as the two times I tried before,,,loss of job and money.  The state paid for a bus ticket home and I will report to the local MHMR this afternoon.  My sisters are helping me with my problems now and things should clear up.  Thank you for your prayers and support.  I will not do this again.