Why?

I'm cold!  The furnace just doesn't heat the living room much less the house.  My recliner is about 4 feet from it, yet I wear sweat pants, a sweat shirt, and hunting socks and am still cold.  TV is beginning to be a real bore.  And being on the computer means frustration while I search for jobs.  If this is any indication of retirement, I don't want it.  I go over the job lists, trying to find something I can do.  There are jobs I know I can do, but they won't even talk to me!  Why?  Why don't they want me?  I'd do a good job for them.  I'd be loyal.  My last 18 years proves that.  All I need is my last job.  One job for the next 3-5 years.  I don't want to retire!  I want to work!  I NEED TO WORK!