It's been calling to me.  Every morning about one at work, when I'm making coffee.  And I've been answering the call.  The big vending machine full of "goodies",,candy of all kinds,,sweet rolls and doughnut sticks,,crackers,,,microwave popcorn,,,slimjims.  I'm at my weakest at that time.  I'm beginning to feel rundown and sleepy, and weak.  That's why I'm in there making coffee.  I've still got 3 hours left in a 10 hour shift.  Both of the meals I eat during work have been eaten and I'm tired of the snacks I bring.  I need a lift and a candy bar would give that little spurt of energy I need to finish the shft.  Besides, nobody's around to know.  I'm by myself.  The caffiene in the coffee is just not enough.  Besides, I don't have any of the stuff in the machine at home.  I do without,,,go to sleep.  And I always have the change or dollar bill I need to put in the machine.  Maybe I'll stop bringing change and dollar bills to work or leave them in the car.  It's got to stop.