I was looking over my old journals the other morning. Read each one of them starting at the first. For yall who have been with me the longest it seems I put yall through an emotional rollercoaster. I threatened to leave the community 2 or 3 times. Doubted my own thoughts about my disease. And was in physical and spiritual pain a few times. At first, I thought all these highs and lows were the result of the disease, But I realized I'd been this way all my life. It's just this disease has become a focal point of my life and everyday problems are exaggerated by it. It's all a part of any life. I thank yall for sticking with me all this time. Without yall, life would be a bummer. Why did I use "yall" for this journal? Maybe it's my Texas roots showing. I love YALL!
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you have been there for me all the time and i am a nut case so don\'t think for a minute that you are.... we have been on a rollercoaster, together, all of us... i am always a pain, just ask my kids...i am here because others understand what i am going through. i threatened also to leave here because i thought i was all alone at the time when i needed someone the most. boy was i wrong... self pity is something i must learn to get over. thanks for the eye opener. just remember we are all here for you and you for us...our little (huge) family...jaime
What you share is real life, up\'s and down\'s, past and present, good and bad. I appreciate your journals and you. sue
There\'s a reason that this place is called Daily Strength - because that\'s what we get here. We\'re all in this together!