hi

well ...my h is gone trapping ..and it was raining ..since he left on Friday so I have been having the worst migrain ...Friday I had to go ..get our meds .and a list from the farmisits of my meds for the appointment with the eye speculist ...I have to go to ..tomorrow ...so I went as I i did it ..only went to towen ..about ...15 minits out ...was so sick couldent make it home so my sons is on the way home and I dident know if they would be home but I had to get out of the car and take some meds ..for the head ...I pulled in and my son was there ...so he set me up ..and checked on me ....when the girls came home they cam and checked on me to ...when  I was able ..I watched a show ..and talked ..with them ..then the ..painkiller stoped ..working so I had to get back home ..and have been in bed or on couch dutie ever since ...I just hope I am ok for tomorow ....my house is a mess ..I need to get it cleaned .....I am depressed and not coping with that to well eather ......so tomorrow I am going to stay at my sons ....I had called and made a doctors appointment with my phicatrist ..for ..Tuesday ..last weak ..because I was not coping well ...but canceled it ..and decided to weaight till the one I have that is latter next month ....because there isent anything my doctor can do for me that he isent doing ..already ....I need to right dowen what I need to say to him ....because if I don't I know I will get there and ...I won't be able to get it out ....I am not going to the hospital ...that won't help eather ..unless they are going to give me etc ..and I am not ready for that yet ....so ...here I stay ....starting to here ...louder ..voices in my head ..it is just my ..Owen ..thoughts ...but ..so I know I am not doing good when that happened ....it is when I here them out side my head that I am in real trouble ....keep me in your prayers ..and I will keep you all in mine ....take very good care of your self ..........God bless ..