hi
well I don't know what is going on with me lately ..but I am ...not doing so good ....I feel like I am crying all the time but I am not crying ..it is like inside of me is crying and outside is just very sad ......it is a strange feeling ..I can't seam to ...get rid of it ..I went on DS a cupple of times and I don't think I schould of been in there ......I don't give good advice when I am not in good shape ....and I just come out feeling worse than when I went in ......I have been being slow to answer my mesages and my hugs ..but I want everyone to know that I do look at them and read then ..I just ..can't seam to answer them right away ....I can't explain what is going on ....I know I am concerened with our friend ...d ....I know that I am concerened with the health with my h .....but I don't know what happened to make me drop into this place ...and I have been Dowen here for a little while now ...a bout a month ....I gess I will have to talk to my doctor ..but they can't give me any more meds ......I have to get my self ..up out of this I just don't know how .......somthing is wrong .....
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I am sorry you are not doing very well at the moment. I have to say you always give me great advice. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray you can get yourself out of this soon. Gentle hugs my friend.
It\'s OK to feel bad sometimes and it sounds like you\'re under a lot of stress, too. When you come to DS it\'s also OK to just read. You don\'t always have to give advice. We\'re all here together and support each other. Love and prayers.
I felt like that when i had depression. There\'s only so much a person can give and you give so much. Now and again you have to stop and give to yourself. It does feel good helping out others, but it can be so very draining emotionally. These are the times when like you say you just read what pple have written but cant give anything back. listen to what your being is telling you, take a step back, breathe and take care of you : )
I am so, so very sorry that you are feeling so down. I have been feeling the same way. I am always late in posting and sending hugs to my dear friends. I hope they understand and I am sure they do because they care very much for us.
Hang in there, Musk. We are all here for you anytime. Please take care and don\'t beat yourself up about how you are feeling. This is a support group and we all support you with everything you are going through. And never feel like you have to give advice. We just love to hear from you. I think we all learn from other\'s journal\'s when they share.
Please take care. Wishing you a great week my friend.
xoxo
blue ....thankyou ...I realy try to give good advice ..because I care so much ....and you help me ..in your way ..and I am thankful...thankyou got the hugs ..they realy make a diferance ............you comming here for me ...means a lot to me ...............................................................................................................................clover........I think I needed to here that it was ok to just go on DS and read and not give advice sometimes ........because I feel bad when I don\'t have the words ..but it is because I just don\'t feel up to it ....I think it has been hard on me .watching my h ..go through ..this sickness ..and he is lousing weaight ...but he is almost done ................sometimes I know what puts me Dowen and sometimes ..I am just not sure ....but I do think the stress has somthing to do with it .....thankyou for your love and prayers .........................................................empathy........you are wise my friend ...I need to lisen to my owen advice ........I just feel so much for people like us who suffer from depreshion ..I gess because I know the beast ..we fight ...I want to be there for ..us all ..but you are right ...I can only give so much ...and than I need to look after my self ...because ..I also have to be here for my h ..and if I don\'t look after my self ...I am no good for aneyone.......and with me it is even more than that it feels good to help ...it is so that I can get as Maney people in the life boat ..as posible and keep them there .....thankyou for your great advice .................................................................................................................................Carlyj .......I am sory you have been feeling dowen ...I have been being late in my posting to ....and I know it is because I am not doing well .........I just hope they understand .....I care very much for you .......you have a way of making things seam easey ....and alright ...i gess I do put pressure on my self to ..give good advice and at times when I schould not be in here ..I am trying not to trying to .....relize ..what state I am in ....so it doesent happen ..........you have a great weak to ...............................................................................................................................I just want to thank you all very much for answering this post it ment a lot to me ......take care ..God bless . ...
In a very ugly and beautiful world, those who are sensitive can find it easy to be sucked into a feeling of sadness.
You\'ve got to trust that you can rise up again out of these depths. Eat as healthy as possible. Sounds like children and the puppy help.
I thank god that there is that tenderness and newness out there always and that there are people who truly care.
thankyou .....kindmirrow ....for the kind and so true words ...I will get over this ...untill then I hang on and fight ....God bless
I have times when I can\'t get on DS. Sometimes reading others problems makes me even sadder. But I still miss everyone when I just can\'t bare to get on. Hugs.
I know the feeling .....but you have to look after your self ...like I have to look after my self ...hugs ....God bless