hi

well today ..was unexpected ....I dident relize I was putting up berrierr ..I thought I was just trying to get stronger for my h for when he needed me most ..si I was taking some of my antiedepresants in the morning and at supper and they make me tired so ..I was taking naps and reading ..so all I acomplished was to not get all my work done ....put up walls between me and my h .....not between the love that could never happen but I would spend more time reading and napping so less time together ....than today he called me into the computer room ......and showen me this tape on our face book of a young girl sining with Celine and it was so beautifull she just brok dowen all my berriers ...and I started crying ....she has such a gift ...and I told my h how sad I have been that he is so sick .and we talked about it ....I am feeling better now and am not going to be taking my pills in the morning ......so I can spend my time with my h ...tomorow we are going to do the drive way there is a foot of snow and it is still snowing .....tonight we are doing laundry ...I did dishes ..watered my plants I was neglecting them .....my h brought me home flowers again today .....they are beautifull .......well I hope you all have a great weakend ...God blessĀ 

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serenityha
serenityha

musk, what a beautiful story. may no more barriers come between you. you are special and you have a special man!
muskrattiger
muskrattiger

thank you so much ..for your kind words ...and I do have a specual man ...have a great day ...God bless
angel1313
angel1313

You know why I Luv u as you are a wonderful lady you do so much for others without even thinking first abt it what a lovely story you have an Awesome HB here\'s a huge wide open hug 2 both of you.
***keep Smilin***
Angela-Boyle
Angela-Boyle

Awe I know how that is with medication making you tired. Have you talked to the dr. About that? Maybe they can find one that doesn\'t make you as tired but it\'s sounds like your husband is really there for you and that\'s great!! So sorry to hear he is sick. Is he ok? Glad you talked it out with him. Communication is the key to success!
DCUK
DCUK

HI SI S THAT WHY I LOVE YOU GLAD ALLS OUT IN THE OPEN I HERD IT MAKE FOR AN EASIER LIFE YOUR AWESOME
carlyj1202
carlyj1202

Sweetie, you do have a keeper. Your h sounds like a great guy. I so pray that you are feeling better very soon.

xoxo
Paulinaakk1
Paulinaakk1

That is just beautiful that you and h and reconnecting and spending time together. Hugs to you.
Kindmirrow
Kindmirrow

That is so natural to withdraw and also to break down and open in tears. It sounds like h understands you very very well! Thank you for sharing this moving story!
HOPE1955
HOPE1955

I think your reaction to unhappy news is very normal. I\'m glad you figured out what was going on & talked with your husband. He sounds like a wonderful man. I know you are wonderful so I\'m glad you are with someone who deserves you. You will get through this with all your friends & family, and of course God\'s help. Know you are loved & cared for. Tami
muskrattiger
muskrattiger

angel ........I think you know me to well ..year right I don\'t think I just feel and try to be suportive and rite what I feel ....I know I have a wounderfull husband ...and I love you for your beautiful heart and soul ...you are a good person to good for some ....thankyou for answering my post ................................................Angela .......so long as I don\'t take that med in the morning I am not tired during the day ...I take a 1 at supper and the rest at bed time ....I was just taking it in the morning because I was upset after hearing my h was sick ..and I wanted to be strong for him ..........so I am ready ......................duck ...thankyou for answering my post I know you have been having a rugh time ...I love you very much to ....and yes it is much better it is out in the open ...it is a beter way ....I just dident relized what I was doing .........................Carlyj ........thankyou for your prayers they are needed amd aprceated ..................................paulinaakk1........thankyou so much for answering my post ....it does feel much better ..spending more time together we are so use to spending a lot of time together ..............................kindmirrow.................you are very welcome ..and you have a great understanding of many things ...that\'s what I love about you ....................................hope .........thankyou for your kind words .....your words mean a lot to me .............................................................................I want all of you my friends to know that I love you ...and care about you .....take good care of your selves ..God bless .............................
kimjones
kimjones

Glad you have a great husband that supports you. We all need someone like that!