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I know it has been a while since I rote to you my friends ......so since I am in a talkative mood ...due to the painkillers I am on ...I thought I would talk to you ...since I was thinking of you any way ........I have some funny things to tell you I don't think I have told you about .....today ..I was helping my h ..build this part for the new plow he bought for his four weal bike ...what a job ....we got to the last pice this spring ...it was so strong it took us at least 3 tort hs of a hour to..get it on ...tryed diferant players and than used ..vice grips ...he puled I pushed and was ready to slap the nut on when he got the spring in place ...i got a good elbow in my stomic ....when the ..players sliped off the spring ...so after that I was more alert and moved much faster getting out of the way he still got me a few times but not so bad ...and he also was more carfull .....than when he was outside he told the nabber all about putting this to gather ...the nuts and bolts were suposto be on place it said right in the manual ...no everything was all in piceses ...I gess some one had had it and taken it back .........after that o came to settle my stomic and migrain ....it rained and misted all day .....if it keepes up like this it is going to take away our snow ...I am not impressed but it was much nicer to be out side ..and my h has a shead to work in with a little heater in it ....problem for me is it has a ticking sound like a clock ...but stronger but steady ..and that will cause me to get a migrain ..but since I already had one it was just making it worse ..the pain and the stomic sickness so I came inside ...and ..rested till I felt better and made supper ...I made hamburger stweue ....and spegetty even squash ....it was very good ......my h loved it that is what counts .....so did the puppy ............................................................................................................................................................he was so smart today ...the puppy ...mom wasent so smart...it was raining ..or misting all day and usualy when he comes in and he is wet I wrap him in a towel and hug him on me ...untill he desided he is dry enough ....he even takes naps ..today he was very interested in watching the tv ..for some reason ..the christmass paraided was on so I think it might of been all the lights .....the funny part mom forgot to wrap him in a towen .....and I had a towel from my shower on top of the lid...of the dithery close basket and it is a tall basket ...he went in there and found it and some how got it down never touched my panties ..just brought the towel out ..and because of my migrain I was just not thinking I took the towel away from him and he went to my h for protection ....because he knowes he isent supposed to take things that aren't his ....so my h said I think he is cold he is wet ...so right away I knew why he got the towel so I went back and got it ....and asked him if he wanted the towel and right away he came over so I could put it on him ....so when I got sitting and him on top of me ..he is about 24 pounds .....tons of hair ....he gave me kisses ..he was so happy ....and we watched the parade .........................................................................................................................................................................somthing else I have never told anyone ..befor ...I sleep walk .....and talk ......I answer the phone in my sleep ...sometimes I make sence .....I also go to the bathroom in my sleep so I have to make sure that the path is clear from my room to the bathroom ...or I can take a fall ...like one tome when my boys were younger ..and my sisters kids came over and they all slept in the living room ...that is in my line to the bathroom so I made them put there heads on the couch side ..and had them move there sleeping bags close up to the couch ...but I guess through the night they moved around and dident I get up to go to the bathroom asleep ...and step on a sleeping bag on the way i landed on some of there feet ...and wiped out three of my plants ...reaching for somthing to help me I think ....what a mess ...I woke up than .....no more sleeping bags on the floor ........................................................................................................................................................................................Ialsowillsitup with my eyes open and answer my h ....he will ask me if I want to go to towen and o will sit right up eyes open looking at him and say I am to tired ...ours don't want to go ..so he would go by his self and I would wake up with no memmorie of this conversation ....and not know ware he went or when he will be back ....well I know wht he usualy does ....mut not exactly ....and I want to go with him if I am up to it ....so I argue a little with him about it ...that your girlfriend was here one time and dident I do it than ....and she talked to me to asking me if I was sure I dident want to go to town .......I said ..no I wanted to stay home so off the two of them went to the city for the day ....I was pised off ..they dident take me just because I was sleeping ....but when she told me I was sti kong up with my eyes open and looking at them when they talked to them and what I told them ...and I had no memory of it ..I had to stop bugging my h about it now I tell him to make me get up out of bed and set at the table ...see how that goes ..........................................................................................this latest thing I have just caught my self doing is a little unsetteling ...aperantly ...I also let the puppy out in my sleep ....the only way we caught that ...is because when I went to put him out .....I saw the lawan and all the snow was gone the grass was beautifull and grean ....and I rembered that ...not sure when I told my h if it was right away or a bit later ...but he is a light sleepwe I am not ...so he would of heard the pup if he wanted in .....so I told my h how wounderfull the lawmen looked he had to come see when I was awake I thought this was real ....and he laughted I said why are you laughing he said look outside we still have over a foot of snow ........sure enough there wasent a great blade of grass to be found any ware ......so I started to think of what I rembered ...I don't rember the puppy barking to go out I don't rember opening the front doors ..I rember being in the ...shelter we bought to protect out new doors ..I tember looking out the window and just loving looking at all the great grass ..it was long enough it would of had to get cut there were leaves on it to ...I rember.tiying up the puppy and that is it ....what if I would of decided to go outside to stand on the grass I could of locked my self in ...or if I dident here my dog barking to come in ......he would ..maby stay there till I realy got up and  couldent find him but if I hurd him I would go get him sleeping or not ..........................................  I could of done this many times ..with ouy knowing just caught my self because I thought the grass was so real .......when we were kids .we learned that if our mother was having a nap or sleeping at night or in the morning we could very carfull ask her questions about what we wanted to do ...and she would never say no ...and she would sit up and look at you and say it was ok ........we knew  very well she was sleeping ...that is why we asked her than ...so she couldent say no and than later when she would say what are you doing or ware did you go we would all say we asked you and you said it was ok ....we all has the same storie what could she say ........my son was a sleep walker and myh daughter ...we would be weaiting up for the kids to fall a sleep and they would be still talking so we would go into the room and I notised that his daughter was talking to my son and sone times they actualy carried on a conversation and other times ..they dident make any sence ......she grew out of ot .....if we wanted to know about any thing the other older kids were up to we would weaight till my youngest was fast asleep and talk to him he would tell us everything ..and the oldest boys could never figure out how we new  what they were up to .......but we had to put a lock up high on the outside door because we caught him trying to get out of the house ...........and some times I wake up nut my muscles arend..wide awake yet my h sayes I look like a drunk .....I am a very sound sleeper as is my son who sleep walks ..he isent so bad any more ....but the firest years he was with his wife he gave her a cupple of good scaries .........my brother sleeper walked ...he usesit on the couch amd ne on the flower ..and we would be watching all those Friday night borrow showes ...and just when you get to a scary part if he dident get...up and steep on me to Eather go look in the basment for his spoons or go for a pee in the stove ...or basket of closes what ever was closer ...............so I gess talt is it for tonight ......one more thing I don't know if I mentioned it but I am going next weakend dowen south with our daughter ...for the weakend ....to see this person I can never rember his name he is a chanler ......and chanals ....kryon ......if you are interested you just right that name and it will come up ......he talkes about things I have always knowen and than some ..I am very excited to spend this time with my daughter .....we are so much alike we can talk about everything ....we understand eachother .....and she has told me the same thing .....so I hope you will all send up prayers for next weakend .....that the weather is good and we have a safe trip .......sending you some love ..and some big hugs .....look after your selves ......God bless