a better day

i couldent sleep last night I dident go to sleep untill 5:30 in the morning ...I watched some movies and read tried to go to bed a few times had taken two sleeping pills and they couldent knok me out ....bit today I finaly did get my self out of the house and into the car ...and once I was in the care I was ok I went shopping in towen ....did realy good in towen ...than on the way home I stoped at my sons place ..it is on the way home ..and had supper ......but I couldent take the noise ....and they weren't that bad it is just when I go for car rides I get sick ....I am extreamly motion sick and it causes me to get a migrain ....so now I am on my couch for a while ...but happy at how good I did .........I am ok today ...my h just called from camp wanting to know how I was ...so I told him about yesterday day and he said he was comming home tomorow ..but than I told him he dident have to worry about me that I was much better ?.and my daughter inlaw was going over to visit me ...and that I was going to stay over night at my sons ...so he said ....ok ....I could sleep over so I guess he will come home Monday instead .......my other son is having his two daughters over this weakend ....at the sons house that I am going to ...so I am looking for ward to that ...........so I did good today .......now that I am home alone I can feel the anxiety but nothing like yesterday .....take every one ...God bless