Better

today is a better day for me except for a migraine ....we had a norther snow storm ....more shovelling and snow blowing .....but it was just so beautiful out with all the snow on the trees the branches were heaven with the snow ......and yesterday when it snowed it was just 0 out .....so the snow was wet and heaven ....my h broke 3 cutter pins because the snow was so heavy......it is colder out today but still nice ....I took some pictures of the outside of my place ...just for proud and because it was so beautiful out ......I tried to take a movie and all I got was a hole bunch of still pictures ..... I don't know if I will ever learn to use the computer properly .....at least I can get on here and talk ...lol.....been worrying and have to stop that and pray instead .......my nefue is in jail ...and wanted me to post bail ...my h said no ....and he is better in there he needs to dry out he is 30 and has realy messed up his life .....he is a drug addict lost his kids but no thanks to him they are in the family ......and doing relay good and are happy .......I would like to support him In some way so I think I am going to go visit him in jail .......he does not have any  thing to do with the family so now is my chance to see him .....depends how things go ......his kids are going to want to see him when they are 18 and I want him to know that and know and think about what kind of person does he want to be when that happens .............my h doesn't want me to go see him ...but I think that should be my dishision...........he doesn't want me to be worrying about him if I go there and he says things that bother me but I think that I just have to deal with that if it happened .....  his father passed away when he was18 he was the one who found him ........everyone in the family has tried to help him ...his x girlfriend is not-allowed to have any more children if she does they will take them from her ......they are still friends but not together  ........the reason he is in jail is because there was a judgment that he wasn't to go near him and there was a fight between her and her new boyfriend and my nefus was there he was actually living there at the time .....it is a mess .......my little painter didn't feel like painting yesterday so she took a break ......I don't want her to get discouraged ..better that she take a break .....I have been coming in here a little now to talk to my friends ......so far so good ....well take care everyone ....god bless