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I have been depressed today just couldent shack it ...my h went to help my son with some heavey metals heads he sails. He was gon all day yesterday to but he didn't do aney work or lifting .....not today eather ........I am thinking I am so depressed Because.my h hasent been home so I am going to go with him unless he goes to camp ...and then I will go visit ......if I would of went with him this morning I think I would of done better ......I feel like crying ..he is home now but the depreshion doesent want to lift after I have a good sleep it schould be better I hope ......I just don't get it why I can't be alone how I can go from feeling good to compleat ly depressed so fast ......I am still feeling some depreshion all the time but nothing I can't Handel untill my husband leaves "........I don't know what I would do if I were to louse my husband I think I would want to go with him I think my art might save me and especualy my children and grandchildren ...........".i am not ready to louse my h it realy scared me when the doctor told me he had had a heartatac ......I know one thing I have to get out of this house as often as I can go with my husband as often as I can .............you never know what is comming.......well lots of times I know what is comming .but it doesent soften the blow eney ........thankyou for lisining ....god bless
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BIG OLE HUGGLES N CUDDLES SIS,
IM JUST SO SORRY YOUR FEELING DOWN AND LOW KEEPING YOU IN MY PRAYERS SWEETIE!!!...
DO YOU THINK WITH ALLTHAT WORRY OVER YOUR HUSBAND YOUR EMMOTIONS HAVE JUST NOW CAME TO THE SURFISE AND ONTOP HIM GOING OUT WITH HIS BUDDIES HAS GOT YOU ALL SHOOK UP AND FRIGHTENED BRINGING ON YOUR DEPRESSION...
GENTLE CAREING HUGS SENT YOUR WAY I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS SIS GOD BLESS LOVE N HUGS XO DC...
I think you might be right ......I know when he goes out I want to go with him and when he goes alone I just think about him all while he is gone ......and wounder when he will be back ......I can\'t do eney thing around the house no cleaning nothing except play on here and read mostly .........he is staying home tomorow we are going to do a little. Around the house.....I schould feel better.....thankyou for letting me see things clearer ......sending my love and lots of hugs .....god bless
I think Dcuk has a good point. I understand some of the feelings you go through. I have panic disorder as well. I don\'t have any great words of wisdom. Just some big comforting hugs coming your way.
Hi again -- Here\'s my take - To love and to care greatly is to be willing and unable to avoid great pain at some point.
Don\'t worry about what you will do (I do the same about my 2 beloved kitties) - concentrate your energy on actions you won\'t regret and try to enjoy the time you both have.
About the depression coming unexplainedly -- remember we had talked about intuition and sensitivity. There are a lot of sad things going on right now.
The Buddhist refer to this as hearing the cries of pain of the world.
Thankyou so much for answering me it realy helps ......think about looking at things a little diferantly .....god bless
YOUR SO WELOME THIS IS WHAT TRUE FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT...HUGS N GOD BLESS