Today is Monday and its the start of another week.  Today my schedule starts off with taking my mother to the doctor, then taking myself to get my injection shot for MS.  I hope that I don't get sick from it as usual.  This weekend was pretty good I spent it with my son which is always a wonderful thing to do because afterwhile he will be out with his own friends and I'll be by myself.  While I was at the doctor's office getting my injection shot I mentioned to her that I needed her help in helping me to find out what I really wanted to do with my life and to help me sort out some goals and dreams for myself.  She said that it was due to my illness that I have trouble trying to find things.  She told me to sit down when I am not doing anything and just jot down what makes me happy or what things might interest me.  She also suggested that if someone suggested things to think it over and ask myself it this is something that I would feel like doing.  So I guess I'm going to have to try it.  Well I guess I'll write out some checks to pay for my bills and then start to make dinner, later I think I'll just watch A Raisin in the Sun and some more t.v. shows and call it a nite.    I hope this journaling is good therapy she suggested this to me also, so I guess its not so bad after all that I write down my thoughts and what upsets me.  Maybe I'll have a breakthrough after all.  I prayed that if their was someone listening could they give me a sign somehow and my sister called me a few seconds later, so I guess someone does care about me and is thinking about what I am going through.   Tommorrow I go to physical theraphy for my arthritis in the knees and for MS.  So far it has been going okay but I surely do get stiff at nite after I have worked out but it helps some and at least I getting a little bit of exercise too.   Well I guess I'll end now will write later on this week.