Today is Friday. Well I am glad to be alive but here it comes again a little bit of depression. I don't have anything to do and its the weekend. I don't feel like reading, I am bored with looking at the tv, I don't won't to eat, I've had a couple of drinks and don't want to get smashed. I am just bored with my life right now and don't know what I want to do. I don't know what really makes me happy except for my son and family, but they are all doing their thing and I can't really ask them to just cater to me. I guess I am sounding selfish. I am mad at the things that have happened in my life and I'm having a hard time getting over them or letting it go. I see a therapist but she doesn't talk alot she only listens to me rambling on and on and I guess it good for me to vent. But I want her to give me the magic answer or for someone to wave a wand and then ca-poof everything would be alright but I know that that is just wishful thinking. I'll just deal with it tomorrow maybe better I might just call another girlfriend out of town to just hear her voice maybe she will give me some good advise.
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You don\'t sound selfish,we all have days like that,and feelings like that.
You sound alot like me,my life revolves around my children and partner,i\'ve forgoten who i really am,and what makes me happy,i also can\'t quite put my finger on what is wrong that causes my depression,but i can\'t blame ms for it,i was depressed for years before i was dx.
A complete change of attitude is what we need,look for the good instead of the negative,make an effort to do something,instead of sitting letting depression take over.
Call your friend,hear a friendly voice.
Take care
Caron