More than like.. She's here she's there she's everywhere. Try to forget her something reminds you of her. Tried to be friends with her the more you want to hold her. A heart can only be shattered so many times. But why is it mine is repairing around her. I know i Can never have her... she made it really clear. I know though that without her in my life im miserable... Thursday - sunday.... The more i push to be her friend now the more i wonder if she really wants to be my friend.. or if she's saying it not to hurt my feelings cause now she knows  i like her she doesnt really want to be my friend. Its a heartbreaking situation that is felt by so many. But why is it different with her... is it because she's was i searched my whole life for... or can it really be lust conceited with loss. I dont know she's.... all i ever think bout.. i try to forget her.. and now that she knows im sad cause im feeling... that she's not really there nemore... Does anyone understand? I love her.... why can't i let this straight girl who is in love with a boy go.... why is she more than just a memory? .... I knew that she was gonna say that it could be nothing more than friends WHY THE HELL AM I SO DOWN!?!?.... Maybe someone has the answer.... im not sure anymore