My heart is healing a day @ a time. I guess it would have been easier for me if I didn't still love him. He said he thought I didn't love him anymore so he took comfort in another woman's arms when I pushed him away. I wish things could have been different. My Mother always told me everything happens for a reason. Now she's dying of cancer. Why? What is the reason for that one?
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i wish i had the answer for you. only God knows the \" why\'s \' of life. i have never blamed God for any of this and i know you don\'t either. i suppose it is the sinful and selfish nature of mankind. i am so sorry about your mother. when i was at my worst my mother and grandmother saved me from death. they prayed for me all the time and conforted me with their love. i would race to my mothers each day after work and lie on her sofa and she and my grandmother would talk to me and tell me how much they loved me. i didn\'t feel this was helping at the time but looking back i can see it saved me from death. your mother sounds like a wonderful woman. be there for her and help her all you can. hugs, sheila