buried her yesterday. no feelings right now. dont know if thats because im that tired or that drained. still cant sleep.heart racing, not even moving, just lying here listening to the trains nearby. missing even more right now what i dont have and wondering if things in the past were worth it. is it what we have here or what we leave behind. for those of you that kept me in your thoughts and prayers i thank you and hope that i can pay it back if you should ever need that. may we all find our happiness
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Love you always Daddy, and don\'t forget that I am there giving you cuddles and holding your hand always
i know, you are numb. its normal. make sure you take care of yourself and i am ALWAYS here for you. i wish i could help you as you have helped me my friend. you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
-me
i am feeling for you darlin...hang in there !