Saw Lyme doc today. My lab results are positive for Lyme and Babesioisis. She beleives from my results that I have been sick for years. How many she is not to sure. I asked a  few she said yes. I asked for seven she said that it was possible. I wanted to hear that all week. Maybe the stressor for my bi polar. Could it be facilitaing me and BP. I have had Lymes and babesiosis for years. Very upsetting, that is a long time to be sick and trying to deal with BP and meds. The hospital visits and behaviors. Lots of events that I feel guilty for and beleive I could have controlled myself. Too much for right now.Going to try and work. It will be good for my esteem and well being.