I wanted to apoligze to Mars for what I said in my last journal entry.  I did not mean for it to sound like I was mad.  I did delte it completely cause I realize how it sounded after I said it.  I want to be her friend and hope she can forgive me.  I sometimes let my mouth run away with me.  I do care and want out friendship mars if you will add me again.  I know what you said was not meant in a mean way it really just hurt me alot.  I guess I am pretty sensitive lately and emotionally drained.  Love to you specially tonight.  Tammy