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i haven't been on this site in a long time. i still do not like this place. food is terrible don't know what else to say about it. i have gain alot of weight and am not happy about it over 209# pounds. getting what i weight when diagnose with diebeties 250 pounds. it is snowing hear so didn't get to go to senior center today. i go to senior center five days a week gets me out of this place. my health is not good i have a abnormal heart valve. they are treating me with meds that lower my blood pressure and it goes to low sometimes so i have to walk with a walker because i get diesy and have fallen and pass out from low blood pressure. this dying process is something i know i can live a long time with these illnesses but sometime wonder if it is worth it. especially today sick to the stomack and uncomfatable with my excess weight normal part of living but sometimes that gets me down. just the little things in life can get one down sometimes. i am sure that my friends will be surprise to hear from me i didn't realize it was summer time when i made my last journal entry and visited this site.
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So happy to hear from you. Sad to hear your condition is not good but my Prayers will still be with you. In case you missed it.... I changed my username from Happy2 to Mutley due to pressure from certain people here plus DS somehow locked me out by deleting my account because it had two usernames associated with it. Finally got it straight but changed my username anyway.
I am surprised they cannot operate on the heart valve. Having cadiovascular disease myself I know what these meds can do it I am not alert. Please have someone notify me if anything happens to you. My email address is rjkay46@gmail.com. Try and keep your spirits up...... that may help in any recovery process. Never give up.
Peace and God\'s Blessings Upon you my Friend.
Bob
I\'m sorry, honey, I should have read your journal before giving you that hug. I keep forgetting to do that. I struggle with health issues, too, and it is maddening sometimes when health care workers keep telling me I need to be at this number or that one, but I am discovering that is not always possible, and I\'m doing the best I can, dammit. ((( big hugs to you )))