i had to not read anybody journal entry. i slept thou saturday and on sunday couldn't sleep. i on monday had problems with my ibs so didn't get to the gym. i try on my swimming suit and it falls off of me has i have lost lots of weight. since i went to the gym over six months ago. my consevtor wasn't their he suppouse to call me tommorrow. i ask to get extra money so i can buy new swimming trunks and get my money out on thursday since the day i get my money out of the credit union is close for the fourth of july.  happy birthday america. my ibs stop this evening but i fill like it might start real soon again as it fills like i need to go again. everytime i let a fart on the tolit there is little or no results. i him cleared out. i didn't sleep because of ibs. i am wide awake even thou i been up almost two days all ready. i am wide awake and have lots of energy so i think it is ibs,ptsd,and manic that is keeping me awake. i him bipolar so i believe my manic is the reason i am so wide awake.