the dav van is going to pick me up tommorrow to take me to the va hospital and after i see medial health doctor take me home. i have only had about a hour of sleep the last few days. my blood pressure his high 145 over 110. that his dangerous i him going to take it again in and hour if still high i will see if i can get and aa friend to take me to the emergency room at the va hospital. i don't know if its because i can't sleep and very anious with my ptsd. i forward a prayer from and iraq veteren fighting in iraq and his wife his dying of cancer he wants prayer for a miracle god can heal this flood heaven with prayer for this find young man who has a five year old child he needs his mom. i couldn't forward it to all my friends so thought i would mention it in my journal entry. god bless all the find man and woman who are wearing the uniforms of what ever country they come from. hopefully some days christ pray for mankind will come true peace on earth to all man and woman.