i just got rid of the rescue squad i had another low blood sugar i try to eat but i got angry i throu food all over the floor. i push the life alert button and they got the rescue squad for me. i him felling better know they had me drink mike and eat peanut butter sandwich. they want me to see my doctor tomorrow has i have had to low blood sugars the last two days. i him going to call my home health nurse tommorrow to tell hear what happen and have the doctor informed and tell him what the rescue squad said. the police man was hear called my aa sponsor and hes going to be calling me tommorrow to see if i him ok. i him suppouse to eat more food before i go to bed. i have a worse mess know i have food all over the floor has i broke my food up and thow it all over the floor. a person does crazy things when you have a low blood sugar. i think its been a long time since i wrote three journals in one day. i didn't want to go to the hospital. last night the manager called my parents. that makes me mad my mom couldn't sleep all night worring about me. my mom is eighty years old and dosen't need that kind of worry. this time i didn't pass out so i didn't wake up with police looking at me which was quite a shock. my blood sugar tonight was only down to sixty one. i was crazy at that reading. pray that the doctor will get me in and look at that. as far as my pain is its good but know i him having problems with low blood sugars. i will update my face as i him better except for the low blood sugars.