i him leting how friends know i him not reading your journal entries, hugs,and messages. i was feeling go went and had my massage at vet center went out and eat and bought grocies. later on after a nap i got sick was up all night with my ibs. the house keeper was her and my diary stop so i went to bed. sleep until three pm tolk my noon meds than. i him sick and don't fell like huging or  reading anyone journals right know so i him delating them. so if you don't know why your not hurring from me that's why. i him calling the home health nurses tommorrow let them know what is going on. this has been going on so long that i him sure that's why i him depress and don't want to read what people have to say right know forgive me but i have to do what his best for me right know. i will read comments on my journals and nothing elese right know and if they become overwhelming not even them. pray for me i him so tired of being sick. i think i him getting well and than have many bad days put back together. i was a top hugger but i don't care about that right know i just want to fell good his that too much to ask.