i wrote something up just awahile ago for veterns the secound time i done it the first time heartstrings did'nt get it. i hope she got it this time she is going to post a tribute to veterns on veterns day that isn't to far away anymore november will be hear before we know it. veterns day for non americans if they don't know is november 11th. i him still sick i haven't been out of my house in two weeks being coup up in  my apartment i fell like i him in prision. it's bad anough to have and ulcer bothering me yesterday and today my ibs is acting up and i have to stay close to the bathroom. it's bad i heard about two different people on this site committed sucide that were friend of my friends. that is so sad i wish when they are that bad and thinking of it that they would ask for help. it is so hard on the friends and family of those who take their life. i believe that they are very sick people and so go to heven because god don't send sick people to hell. we need to keep the family of those to people in are prayers. please pray for me so i can get felling better and get out of my apartment. i wanted to set on my deck today it got to seventy four but because of my ibs wasn't able to do it. tommorrow his suppouse to be cold and rainy and its suppouse to be that way all week. we don't need any more rain some streets are close in town because the river is out of it's bank and the water his covering the road. we need a bigger drying out period than just frieday and saturday.