tonight i can't sleep after taking the ulcer medicine i got sick i him in pain again the pain had gone i just had gas that was flying and making me feel better but the pain his getting bad again i him suppouse to take the meds before i go to bed they didn't tell me that i had to eat anything. i have a horrible taste in my mouth even thou i took evening meds with orange juice because my medicine taste terrible.  i guess i can check for messages ever two hours and do my baseball cards in my computer tell i get tired if not better by monday after i see the dieticien. i him going to give my primary doctor a call at the va. he was sick on tuesday that why i had to be seen by the emergency room doctor. i feel dizzy like i him going to pass out think god i have life alert so i can get help if i need it . thats nice to have something that can save your live when you live alone. the va told me that i had to get life alert or go to the old sholdier home. i him too young for that and wouldn't like it because i would have to sell my condo and the vets home in marshalltown is state run. they take all your money so what profit i would get would go to the state. they would take all my income that i get.  that isn't fair you fight for your county and when you have to go to the vets home you lose every thing that you work your owe life for to the state. i need to get ten percent more disable than the goverment has to pay for my care at a nursing home. i get to keep everthing i got. pray that i get at least ten percent more with my appeal but i should be 100 percent disable. federal vocational rebilition say because of my service connected disabilty their is no way that i can work therfore anybody with brains know than your one hundred percent disable everbody no it except for the stupid goverment that you fought for. i love my country but i hate the way they treat us veterns we have to fight for everthing we have coming to us. we earn it thats why its call compensation.  i him angy can't sleep and the goverment is at fault causing so mush stress fighting for what i have coming brought back my service connected ulcer.

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I\'m really sorry that you are struggling so badly with sleep, pain, and stress tonight! I agree with you tht th government has no business taking everything away from ANY ofit\'s citizens - much less those who served in the military - and especially those who became disabled in any way due to that service. Hopefully you get some sleep and things will seem much better for you tomorrow ( well, later today actually, huh?) Take care of yourself as best you can. Sending healing energy to you. Peace, Trish
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May God pour his annointing oil of healing and love over you as you rest your body. If you are a praying man, read scriptures from the Bible that assure you of God\'s presence as you go about your day. There are also scriptures that speak to the intimacy of Jesus\' presence and help in times of struggle, ill health and need. As you read these may they give you peace and the understanding that God is present with you in your time of need. (NE got their butt kicked by USC) At least our offense tried until the end, our poor defense didn\'t know if they were coming or going....goes back to coaching...when we had Bo Pelini we were at the top. Our AD couldn\'t handle Bo\'s confidence and his lack of being a yes man, so he was fired....
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May God pour his annointing oil of healing and love over you as you rest your body. If you are a praying man, read scriptures from the Bible that assure you of God\'s presence as you go about your day. There are also scriptures that speak to the intimacy of Jesus\' presence and help in times of struggle, ill health and need. As you read these may they give you peace and the understanding that God is present with you in your time of need. (NE got their butt kicked by USC) At least our offense tried until the end, our poor defense didn\'t know if they were coming or going....goes back to coaching...when we had Bo Pelini we were at the top. Our AD couldn\'t handle Bo\'s confidence and his lack of being a yes man, so he was fired....
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May God pour his annointing oil of healing and love over you as you rest your body. If you are a praying man, read scriptures from the Bible that assure you of God\'s presence as you go about your day. There are also scriptures that speak to the intimacy of Jesus\' presence and help in times of struggle, ill health and need. As you read these may they give you peace and the understanding that God is present with you in your time of need. (NE got their butt kicked by USC) At least our offense tried until the end, our poor defense didn\'t know if they were coming or going....goes back to coaching...when we had Bo Pelini we were at the top. Our AD couldn\'t handle Bo\'s confidence and his lack of being a yes man, so he was fired....
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May God pour his annointing oil of healing and love over you as you rest your body. If you are a praying man, read scriptures from the Bible that assure you of God\'s presence as you go about your day. There are also scriptures that speak to the intimacy of Jesus\' presence and help in times of struggle, ill health and need. As you read these may they give you peace and the understanding that God is present with you in your time of need. (NE got their butt kicked by USC) At least our offense tried until the end, our poor defense didn\'t know if they were coming or going....goes back to coaching...when we had Bo Pelini we were at the top. Our AD couldn\'t handle Bo\'s confidence and his lack of being a yes man, so he was fired....
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i am so sorry that you are having so much trouble with your meds. i hate to hear that you are in so much pain. please call your dr as soon as you can so he can get it straightened out. take care of yourself buddy...xoxo...debbie
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sorry that you didn\'t sleep very much last night and i know what you mean about the government it is so unfair how they treat you men who fought so freely for this country and gave them your all and now they make you fight even now for what you deserve..just so unfair..i\'m sorry the meds are now woring for you..and your still in pain..hopefully when the diatician gets there he can help you find things to eat that won\'t hurt your stomack..and i have IBS so i know what you mean about the gas part lol..i have it sometimes too..i really hope your having a good sunday today sweetie...and i\'m praying for you to feel better and for that nasty old ulcer to go away and leave you in peace..big hugs sweetie..love ya terri
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Maybe if my bread making skills turn out I will send you some. It might make your tummy feel better. Until then, I am so sorry for the way our government treats veterans. I will send a letter to my congressman. It couldn\'t hurt! You are always in my heart and in my prayers.