today is one of my bad days.... i just found out that the gurl that about destroyed my relationship with my b/f going on 4 years is getting married and she was actually engaged the whole time she toyed with him....the only reason i forgave him for wanting to be with her was because he was hoonest with me from the first night she kissed him...... it still hurts that he did that since we were engaged at the time but i gave him up because i thought about what i would have wanted if in the same situation...... i sometimes think i might still be angry at him and not realize it but nothing i do seems to indicate that..... it seems i more or less just don't rust him.... but then again i don't think i ever did since i can't seem to trust really anybody.... not even my own mother...
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