It tends to get pretty hard on me as I get older to control my emotions...... I have learned to a certain degree but that also means that I tend to hide alot of things.... I have something called Borderline Personality Disorder and it seems there are no support groups out there for people like me unless you pay for it...... Unfortunatly I have no insurance and can't afford to get it on my own due to the fact that I also have Epilepsy...... I now have that controled but because I have to have the meds I don't get to discount that as a pre-exsisting condition.... It's hard for me to figure out when I haven't dealt with inapprpriate outburts or feelings of paronoia..... It seems as soon as something is good I have this feeling that something is going to go wrong....... If there is anyone who can help me understand how to manage this till I can get the help I need please tell me.... and also if there is anyone who can help me figure out if my b/f has bi-polar or my disorder please write me...... they are so close I have no clue.....
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