my life

I feel so lost, stressed out, mentally cant take much more. Between my own issues of having adult ADD and a son with ADHD and possibly autism ( he will be seeing a specialist and getting evaluated soon). My own physical health issues, such as IBS and now an issue with my stomach and everything I eat bothering me I really need a break. I just want to feel good again and have a normal life. I run a business out of my home and my husband works a crazy schedule so I feel like a single mother and then when he is home he throws our routine off and gets everyone upset gahhh I need a vacations so bad! I feel Like im in a cloud looking out miserable and lonely. I know you can see this God and I know you know my heart and this isn't what you want for me. Please deliver me out of this mess help me to feel better and be able to better help my son and my family!