Why?

As I write this- there are tears. My 19 year old nephew took his life early Friday am. He had just finished his first semester of college and did ok. He always had trouble with school but proved to himself he could do it. Jordan is my twin sister's son and I just want to make this all go away. Today is my niece's grad. and it is going to be hard day for my family. My brother died in a train/car accident in 2005 and it his daughter that is graduating. I need to be there for support and need to go to SD with my sister. We will leave for there on Sunday. I still have 4 days of school left so I feel like a whirlwind. Our daughter Kristin graduates on May 31. Please keep my family in your prayers- we need it thanks!