not feeling to good today justin has been gone 6 months today.i miss him more everyday.the pain just seems to get worse everyday.life sucks why did i have to lose my son i'm angry at God it's like he is punishing me.he was so young just starting his life why didn't God take me.i'm still looking for peace in my heart it's so hard trying to go on with life my son was a awesome man great personality,goodhearted and loved life and i lost one of my best friends.it's just not fair.they say that God gives you what you can handle would someone tell me how i'm suppose to handle it.i'm just so sad and mad today at the whole world.i love you justin and miss you.jfm24,vicki. kisses and hugs from braden and heaven they miss their dad
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I know, and I am truely sorry. Here I am almost 11 months later and I wish I could tell you it gets better. Your right though, this website helps a lot. It helps you know that the feelings you are having are normal. Take care, Love, Dianne
I am so sorry for all the pain you have Vicki, but you have this website(a support group) and that is an important thing to have at this time in your life when you are grieving so much. Bailey is right, the feelings are having about your son and his death are pefectly normal. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care and God Bless!
I think it gets harder and harder before you get any kind of glint of hope that someday it might get easier. I am having a harder time now that I did 3 or 4 months ago. I miss my son so much that I almost look forward to the end of my life so I can be with him again. I know I can\'t say that to just anybody, but those who are feeling this pain will understand that feeling. Part of us died with them, and little bits of us are still dying because they are not around. Our hearts are forever broken, yet we still have to live on here, and keep on breating in and out, and every day is a struggle. We just have to reach deep inside and find the strength there, to keep on keeping on, until it is our time. We have a purpose here, so we must stay -- but one day, we will be with them again and it will be forever good. Hugs to you, and I hope you find your inner strength to take on one day at a time. Love, Nancy.