today is sert 6 2007 another day to try and keep my head up.it's tough losing a child.my daughter ashli who is 18 is moving out friday i'm so sad.now i'll have to worry about her, pretty young to move out of her family home.she has a sense of humor she can make everyone laugh.she is pretty naive.she doesn't drink,smoke or do drugs.i pray that no one will try and talk her in to trying something. she is pretty smart.yesterday went to the cematary again.i wasn't quite as sad as i usually am when i go out there it was raining so didn't stay long.i need alot of prayers i feel like i have hit rock bottom.my love for justin will always be in my heart.i hope one day i will understand i guess i'll just have to wait till God takes me home.well got to go i hope everyone that reads this will try and have a good day.hugs,God Bless.jfm24