well today is wed.the 4th i just got my 11 year old dropped off at school.i went to cematary yesterday to talk and see justin i know its been 6 months but i miss him so much how can you mend a broken heart?he was way to young to die(24) from a drug that's suppose to be closely monitored.METHADONE its a dangerous drug if you have children please talk to them about this drug it only takes 1 pill to kill you they use this drug for herione addicts but here recently they started using it for a pain medication.its all over the streets for sale.parents need to be aware that this drug will kill.my son took one pill and died in his sleep.now i have to live without him because of this wicked drug. if anybody else knows more about it write me back.i'm so consumed with grief,i miss his smile,sense of humor.those hugs,kisses and i love you's.he has 2 small children heaven 5,braden 3.they don't understand my little braden wants to go find him he says his daddy is lost i tell him that daddy is with jesus in the sky but his answer was can i go get him from jesus?i don't know heaven very well we just found out about a year ago that she was justin's daughter.he was trying really hard to have a relationship with her he would take braden over there for they could play braden calls her sissy.i have no relationship with her i have seen her a few times but i can't get close to her she doesn't know me from adam.maybe oneday she'll want to get to know me.well better go have a eye appointment.please pray for me to have peace in my heart.  jfm24