life

So my son had an ARD meeting today, which means we are in the process of getting him special education services to deal with his emotional disability. They have a special therapist in the school that can meet with him twice a week for thirty minutes just to focus on issues my son is having. He will also get special education transportation because he keeps getting in trouble on the regular bus. His teachers no longer have to write a referral for him to go to the office, he can leave the classroom and go to the EXCEL classroom, where the therapist is and he can calm down after an episode and work on what set him off, giving him coping skills to prevent it in the future.
I am so glad that there is something we can do for him. There is nothing left for me to do with my step-daughter, she has decided I am nothing after I have given her everything I had for the last twelve years.  She is going to live with her bio-mom and the rejection and betrayal hurt so bad. My medications are keeping me sane, just not up enough. I have been meditating more often, trying to rationalize her decision. I hope she realizes how selfish she is before she ruins her life.